TOday is a great day

well at least i hope it will be. I feel just so weird lately. There is no other word to describe it. Everything is changing in my life and I am scared> the only thing tha tis not changing and will never change is God. I have not loved who I have been lately. I have had a selfish, jealous heart, and I can not stand that. All I want to live for is to serve others, and to serve God, and to live with Jesus in my heart everyday. I still can't believe that I consume myself with wordly things sometimes. It's ok though. I know the kind of spirit I live with, and I cant wait to use it for Good. This year will be an adventure no matter what happens. I just hope I can grow deeper with people in christ and share christs love where ever I go. Gosh I am a lucky gal.

luv britt

a new day

im updating because everyone is all the sudden writing in here again!. Well folks today is turning out to be a great day! i worked coffee hound this morning from 6:30 to 9 and it was really busy and now im about to head to greenview at 10 and its a beautiful day!!!!

man i have had so much on my mind lately. A dude kinda asked me out, and i am still going back and forth as to the answer. To make it clear, he is an amazing guy. but anywaysss

I still feel blessed everday that i have the friends that i do. You guys are amazing and i want to let you all know that if i ever do get a boyfriend or whatever. You guys will always have first dibs. I just love yall to much to ditch ya. I never want to be one of those wives or girlfriends who don't have any friends and only hang out with their spouse. I will always need lots of friends around me, and i cant wait to grow with yall!!!!

ok i need to get ready for work!!

peace, love, and god blessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

-p.s.

poop

everyone is a poophead

except for god

today was insane!! so i have been feeling really crazy lately. Yesterday i went rock climbing which was ok, but if elt like kind of a looser. I used to go all the time so i knew everyone. Now that i hardly go, i felt like an amature all over again. oh well! My awesome friend echo came home from Maine, and i never see her!! She lives there now, its really said beacuse she is never moving back either. Today was good though. I rode my bike to afternoon class, and it turns out there was no class! so i rode my bike back and then went on a run. Then I worked for only like 3 hours, then i went stair,a nd now i am here with tons of homework to do!!! THat is so not exciting. I feel a little better, but i have been really feeling self concious of what people think of me lately. That stinks because it affects my mood, and the way i act around people. Dangit, things can never just go well. Im behind in math now, so i better study for the test!! Gosh i do luv life though, i just am too anxious to live it, i need to slow down a bit!!

GOD IS AWESOME BY THE WAY~~

"we're all a rat pack, we're all just kickin back~~"

LIFE DUDE

haha well, life has been pretty good lately. I feel kind of bad because I totally have been slacking in school. On the other hand I feel really crazy lately in a good way. I totally feel god calling out for me to get out and help others. This is really exciting for me because I have been praying for god to show me how I can be used. Gosh i luv this season and I can't wait for thanksgiving. I luv getting together with my family, and just expressing my thanks to god for everything he has done in my life. I am blessed with all of the friends and family i have. and me and calli are gonna do the turkey trot again!!!! I just hope that it is not like 0 degrees out again. I also had a cold last year too and that stunk. So yeah, running 5K in zero degree weather with a cold rather stinks!! Well i don't know what else to say right now except that i need to get to class! haha i bet no one will read this, but at least i updated!!!!

Britt